For those of you who follow this blog, I'm sorry I haven't been updating it. Life has been a bit crazy. I've been working a lot, got a biker bf (who supports my smoking), traveling, and I continue to smoke of course. I also got an ex pro cheerleader friend of mine to start smoking…

I have a confession to make ... I met a guy last year (we're not together anymore) we fell in love and he tried very hard to make me stop smoking. It annoyed me at first, and I never thought I would try, so I began trying to smoke a little less, but he eventually…

This is how his smoking fetish got started ...

Here's a little story from a guy who reads this blog, his name is Rick, so I thought I would share it. Thanks, Rick! *** You come over one day and tell me you have a surprise for me. I ask " What is the surprise, Anabelle?" You tell me "I got these for you…

My parents got divorced when I was 15. My mom, sister, and I moved to the east coast from California, and I started smoking a couple of months after that. My mom didn't know I smoked for about 4 years. My dad didn't find out I smoked for almost 6 years. And when he did…

I had written a post about my mom smoking a few days ago, it had some pictures I took of her smoking without her knowing while we waited for a table for breakfast. I took the post down, I just felt a bit weird about the whole thing. But I wanted to share this picture…

I'm a heavy smoker, I love my cigarettes, I need my cigarettes, my lungs hunger and beg for a smoke, Nicotine is My Master ... But how far would I go for cigarettes? One of my ex boyfriends played a joke on me one night, it was playful, but still, he hid my cigarettes and…

I'm half French. My mother is French. My dad is American. So what is the French Paradox? It means that the French smoke a ton of cigarettes, but the people are not affected negatively in the same way that the rest of Europe or, even more so, the United States are. I read that this…

Here in my area we have two casinos where I can smoke indoors. One of them is the Hard Rock, my favorite! I just love how cool it is to be able to smoke indoors in a public place, it's so rare! I've been to Vegas before and that's smoker's heaven, you can smoke everywhere…

There's good and bad news! Have you ever noticed the tiny holes around the filter of your cigarette? That's called "filter ventilation" and it's becoming more and more common, not only in light or ultra light cigarettes, but standard cigarettes as well. The good news is the tobacco companies have been a bit sneaky about…